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dirty inside does not wash up in the shower

by death bunny 9/19/2014

written by death bunny

I felt dirty so I went to take a shower. Took off my clothes and waited for the water to warm up. As I entered the shower within a few minutes I entered the land of thoughts and memories. Sinking in those purifying water, I couldn’t straighten my thoughts to be less unholy. I thought, then I thought and thought again. Is soon, well, soon?

Before that, I was out. There was a couple there, married. Seemed happy. They have two kids and a house in the suburbs. I don’t know them. I only talked to them about nothing important. But I was talking to myself, questioning how does […]

9/19/2014 0 comment

My shroud of darkness… White Lighter, take me

by Bisban 9/16/2014

written by Bisban

Xorn

-beat at 55-

I need to find camaraderie, today. I walk because I die.

I got a grand a month, I’ll buy the wagon.

Take this book of true-dire and let me live freely like you.

Godmother of Mercy. Sister of Seraphim. Brother of Crusader.

A chained black-beast of ‘Heaven and Hell’.

Do not ever forsaken, “Salvation.”

Someone bust the next wrap, we can probably make at least a ‘thou’.

Don’t leave here thy no longer; like a bird, you can open my cage.

Pure alchemy, fortress; fortify my iron-chain of fate, vowed to the death.

The faithfulness of it’s mankind, the fidelity and homage for the undead.

I need to explode in golden-fire from the die.

‘Comrade Of True Life; arrive, awaken’

(2x)

9/16/2014 0 comment

Before turning the gun on himself…

by sal_yo 9/12/2014

written by sal_yo

Yes I got the title from Doug Stanhope (one of dopest). I felt it very appropriate considering how I plan to end it all. Sept. 14th my birthday. Perfect. I don’t wish to go into the details of my heart ache, I just want the pain and loneliness to cease. One shotgun from Walmart $150, box of shells $10, alleviation from thirty four years of emotional upheaval fucking priceless.

9/12/2014 5 comments

I bought some house plants and kissed my dog

by Casey123 9/6/2014

written by Casey123

I have to hang in there longer. I just can’t put my dog down or give her away. She deserves to get older. She is 9 and will be really old in a couple of years. Somehow I will hang in there. I don’t like buying stuff, because it just means more stuff that the Public Administrator inherits, but I bought some house plants, put them in pots, and they make me feel better. I get very depressed when a plant dies, though, and I don’t have a green thumb.

So, if you want to hang in there a little while longer, buy yourself a toy […]

9/6/2014 3 comments

it’s been said…now i wait

by overit20 9/2/2014

written by overit20

I have a huge heart and helped out the man I was/am in love with by helping him buy a car. Since we purchased it in February, excuse me, since I, he has given me very little for it. Something else came up so he talked me into getting a title loan on it for him. The car is all in my name and he wants me to tag it…which means everything will continue to be in my name. I want out from under it. It was suppose to be a few month deal and he’s doing nothing to change it. We currently are friends […]

9/2/2014 8 comments

blind

by kateralia 8/27/2014

written by kateralia

I went shopping today & caught myself going through the winter clothing sale racks, thinking to buy for next winter. Whats the point? The universe has only 4 months left to brighten up my life before I’m done.

It is amazing how many times I could have stolen from shops. You see, I have to use a walking stick if I’m going anywhere. And I always wear a small backpack. Whenever you exit a store, the person at the front is supposed to stop you to check your bag if its larger than say a small clutch-purse. Not one og the stores I went in & […]

8/27/2014 2 comments

Everything Seems so Meaningless

by nizzerd 8/13/2014

written by nizzerd

I finished school, got my degree, married my long time partner, moved 1000 miles away and got a salaried job.

None of this means anything to me. I can’t enjoy any of my accomplishments. I’m not happy with my marriage and this job is only busy work. I can’t remember a time that I felt truly satisfied with life. I drink my weight in alcohol, smoke packs of cigarettes, buy worthless crap off the internet…I feel like there’s nothing I can do, like there’s no such thing as content. I am wasting my time.

We fight often, my husband and I. I feel a heavy sinking feeling […]

8/13/2014 1 comment

Do I really want to be rich?

by Hard Times 8/13/2014

written by Hard Times

Life is always balanced out like a scale. Take this, if I was a billionaire, sure I could buy everything I want. But if I was a billionaire, I wouldn’t be able to walk on the street normally like everyone else. I would also have to worry about my, and my family’s protection. I would have all that I want physically, but it would be a prison emotionally. PS. This is probably what Robin Williams felt. I would rather be average.

8/13/2014 5 comments

i can’t…

by meris 8/11/2014

written by meris

everything is crumbling beneath me, i’ve lost two jobs. me and my dad are getting evicted, and we have to move out by the 28th and we still haven’t found a house to live in. i wrecked my car the other day and the whole right side is totaled, then i found out, my windshield is cracked and now my battery is dead so we have to buy a new one. i’m sick of everything. and i’ve had close calls with attempting suicide again like one time, i was driving down the road and i was speeding and i almost just threw my car off […]

8/11/2014 4 comments

That dress is me.

by furrball 1/6/2013

written by furrball

Ok..so you to a mall shopping for the party which you have to attend. You have searched almost every shop but didn’t find anything you like. You are dissappointed. Just when you are about to leave you see an extremely amazing dress on display. It’s the prettiest thing you have seen.It’s the right size, the right colour, it goes with your shoes perfectly. And it is in your reach. It’s just perfect. Everything you where looking for. You are in awe. You are happy, excited, amazed. You are in love with this dress! You decide to buy it. You go to counter and tell […]

1/6/2013 14 comments

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