And harder to get through. I have had that night on my mind since it happened. Scares me. I have many sketches started, but none that I can finish fully. I have put the gun to my head many, many times. Good thing though: I have had the pleasure of some company lately which has helped distract me, and I appreciate it. (you know who you are)
I want to tell myself that I am trying to get through life to get  _______. I am sure I need to know what _______ is before I try to get there. I do not want the end to come so […]