And harder to get through. I have had that night on my mind since it happened. Scares me. I have many sketches started, but none that I can finish fully. I have put the gun to my head many, many times. Good thing though: I have had the pleasure of some company lately which has helped distract me, and I appreciate it. (you know who you are)
I want to tell myself that I am trying to get through life to get  _______. I am sure I need to know what _______ is before I try to get there. I do not want the end to come so soon. So, guess I will have fun doing things until I figure that out. What is up next? Maybe cave diving? That sounds like fun, but so does wingsuit flying.
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glad youre doing fun things to distract yourself
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I’m just trying to work out the missing words. It’s like a jigsaw thats missing a few pieces. Could be important changing the entire complexion.
darko It helps when they are fun. The mundane things (distractions) don’t last as long.
Hi DoM! Yes, maybe. The blanks are my unknowns. I would like to figure out the puzzle so I can get on with life, or not.
I really missed you guys.
What an ad-lib? Okay, first blank noun clown shoes. Second, verb defenestrating. I used to love these as a kid.
I hope you can find enough fun things to stick around jael.
Hi Scar504 Just talking about you. How are you?
I am doing fine. So many things to think about. How/when to die, what to be for halloween etc.
Scar504 Really? How are you doing? 🙂 And what will you be for Halloween?
I don’t have money for a costume so i will probably go as my identical twin brother like last year.
Btw, if you’re looking for something extreme to do you should backpack across Europe or something. That would take a good chunk of time.
Scar504 That actually sounds like a great idea. I have not been out of the States yet. Any other ideas for things I can do in a weekend?
Your blank’s. I am trying to get through life to get happy.
I am sure I need to know what sadness is is before I try to get there.?
Donnie nice. That sounds good. I wonder how much sadness I need to go through to get through life and get happy. Thanks 🙂
In a weekend? idk climb a mountain, visit an anciet ruin, walk to a cornerstore in philadelphia, take a trip to africa see animals, canoe/raft down a river, bungee jump, take a boxing class.
I have done some of those already, good suggestions. I need death deifying things too.