I honestly have no idea how I am, who I am or what I’m doing. It’s difficult to have your whole family think you’re an attention seeker because you cut yourself and because you’re depressed and were suicidal. It hurts so much to let people you care about so much down. I hate myself more then anything ever. It’s so hard. When I say it’s so hard I hate myself more for being so weak and pathetic. I’m 16. I have grown up bullied, hit and at one point I was sexually assaulted which I very rarely talk about. I have a boyfriend now, his […]
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Chain Around My Neck
So this is my story to tell you all….i am an 18 year old girl and when i was younger around age 15 i had the worst things happen to me every day…i got bullied, put down on everything i wanted or did..so one day i finally gave up on everything i took the chain that was hanging from my ceiling fan i decided i would use that to hang myself to get rid of all the pain and feelings of the things that happened..i put the chain around my neck and stepped off the chair, the chain snapped in two and i fell to […]