This is my story

So this is my story to tell you all….i am an 18 year old girl and when i was younger around age 15 i had the worst things happen to me every day…i got bullied, put down on everything i wanted or did..so one day i finally gave up on everything i took the chain that was hanging from my ceiling fan i decided i would use that to hang myself to get rid of all the pain and feelings of the things that happened..i put the chain around my neck and stepped off the chair, the chain snapped in two and i fell to the ground.. after that i figured i would just try and make things better because that chain breaking was a sign that it wasn’t my time to go…..then a few years later age 17 i was taking to the hospital for cutting myself over and over, was sent to a recovery home for 3 months..when i got out of the home it was my senior year in high school and everyone knew what happened to me and where i was!!…now i am 18 out of high school going into my 1st semester of college..all of this happening to me i got a tattoo on my wrist “No lies Just love” that is a song by bright eyes back in 2001 about suicide and now every time i look at it, it reminds me of what i have overcome…some days i still get the urge to either cut or just end everything, but i think of all the people i will be hurting….thanks for reading what happened in my life…..

***Lauren***