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Checking

Checking out the high-speed way

by Alexther 10/25/2015

written by Alexther

Life has fucked me over again, but this time it’s payback time.

First thing tomorrow, I’m getting hold of some booze and dope, heading to the train tracks and jumping in front of the first hi-speed train that comes my way. Yeah, it’s gonna be hard on the guy running the train and people who will notice, but I don’t give a fuck anymore. Call me selfish, because maybe I am… All I know is I WILL do it, whatever it takes and no matter who I hurt in the process…

I got no one to say goodbye to without getting locked away in some psych ward, […]

10/25/2015 9 comments

Inheritance

by bambi 6/4/2015

written by bambi

My inheritance is not in the form of material possessions.

My inheritance is not written into my parents’ wills. It wasn’t written into their parents’ wills either.

Our family heirlooms take the form of sertraline, once a day, everyday.

Beta-blockers for anxiety.

Checking. Checking everything. Are the doors locked? Yes. I will check them again. And again.

And again.

I didn’t use the oven today, but I will still make sure it is off.

My inheritance is mood swings and fear. Insomnia and disordered eating. Addiction and self-doubt.

And just as I have inherited my brown hair and freckles, I have inherited all of these things too.

6/4/2015 2 comments