Mentally…
I’ve never been worse.
I want to die so bad.
I can barely think.
I don’t think I have any connections left.
I don’t feel like typing anymore.
No one cares anyways.
Physically…
I’m exhausted.
I left bed twice today.
I collapsed on the bathroom floor and fell asleep (20ft/6m from my room at most) because I didn’t have enough energy to get back to bed.
I can’t support weight with my left foot, so I’m using crutches.
I haven’t eaten all day. My stomach feels like shit.
My temperature was 102F/38.9C.
My head hurts so bad.
I’m dehydrated.
So… Why not?
I’ll microwave some chlorhexidine gluconate and then dissolve about 30 tablets of efferdent into it and drink.