I wish I could live a full happy life. Â You know, get married, have kids and all that jazz. Â But I don’t think it’s feasible. Â I think I need to end things soon and stop delaying the inevitable. Â Thoughts?
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Choice In The Matter
I have been struggling with my inner demons and haunted by the ghosts of my past for most of my life, and I simply don’t know how much more I can possibly take. I’m just not strong enough to keep fighting off the darkness within that much longer, sometime sooner or later it’s going to engulf me… and I won’t survive. I have always had a certain proneness to being emotionally unstable but several years ago I had a severe psychological breakdown triggered in part, by my mum’s death. Before she passed away she repeatedly asked for me and I desperately wanted to be there for her, […]