I don’t even know how I ended up here. I was looking for painless ways to go. I guess since I’m here I will say goodbye to my sister. I know you tried, an I love you. Christina, My love what can I say other than I’m sorry. My kids will never understand this decision, so break it to them gently. The rest who know me, well “middle finger”.
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Querido Jarod y Ahmad,
Yo tengo que asado lo inconcebible. Lo siento. Me amor tu Jarod. Tu tomas uno a otro cuidado. Yo amor la camino tu sonreir y la camino tu haces me pienso. yo quiero siempre amor tu. Lo siento por salida tu agradas esto. Si solamente  las cosas hubiesen sido distintas. Lo siento por todo aquello yo antedicho. Yo quiero nunca otra vez respiro falto de tu amor.
Lo Siento,
Christina
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