And time an time again here i am .
About to take a massive over dose of venlafaxine and tramadol.
Mixed with codine just to see if its going to take my mind off my piss poor life
Ive lost every thing, Â my home my family my kids my amazing girlfriend, Â all because im fooked in the head.
Being homeless an living out the boot of your car sucks .
I was better than this
But now im just scum , whats the point ?