Well I dont know if ive had the roughest life matter of fact I havent, but Ive been through the prison system 3 times and have been homeless on the street for what seemed like forever before I got my family back and got off of drugs. I thought that my life would get better I even felt like I found god, but now Im always questioning myself about different thins like I got a girlfriend and she is awesome and I thought I would feel better about that but I dont. I have crazy thoughts and I dont let anyone know because I dont […]
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Life is hard. And most of the time I can’t take it anymore. I’m not saying my life is the worst but I’m not saying its the best either. On the outside to my closest friends and to family I seem fine, okay. A happy go lucky girl thats enjoying her teenage years. A girl who smiles an laughs a lots. A girl that can hold her own and can never be beatin or brought down. I seem strong. But the real me, the real me is weak. A weak scared confused girl. A girl who is so use to faking her happiness she forgot […]
Ummm well I kinda am new.. I once on a while read the post in this page.. and I just wanted to say hi… I don’t really know what to post right now.. but all I can say is that I also have felt this feeling of unending sadness.. Ive committed suicide a number of times.. and never have achieved success. I still feel the same way about my life.. I wish to disappear not remember anything.. Yet for some reason Im still here. I do not feel happy, maybe Im contempt that its not gotten harder, my life. Well I just want to say […]