Okay, so I’m sorry I don’t really have anything new to tell, but I’m having a hard time dealing with anger atm and wondered if anyone know any productive, non-destructive ways to get rid of it? As I wrote in my last post my parents basically re-triggered my childhood trauma again recently, and since I’ve been crying all day, alternating with bouts of anger and a general feeling of being ” out of it”, while they’ve continued living their lives happily as if nothing had been, which makes me even angrier. I shouldn’t allow them to make me feel this way, I was relatively happy […]
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Crying All Day
I feel a little better. Not crying all day long, only here and there. Not paralyzed by despair and unable to function at all. I can see now. No one can, no one will, save me, fix me, see me. I’ve accepted and adjusted. Life is better because I’ve started planning my death, the details are getting me through the day.
well the title says it all… today is a bad day for me….
its my ex boyfriend birthday, (hopefully everyone know already that we HAD to break up 🙁 )
2 weeks ago we broke up.
and if we were still together today would been 1 month,,
I’m just so lonely.. i would talk to the only person who actually can make me smile now a days, but sadly he is at school… i have finals this week so i get to take a test then go home….
i still don’t know what to do.. people say i should let go of my ex and move on… […]