I’m so worthless and ugly. I have no curves and a strait(ruler) body type. I’m lonely and I don’t know why I feel like this. I don’t want to. I don’t want to  be sad and feel sorry for myself.  I want to feel beautiful and I want to be happy. I do want to die. But I’m scared. Besides, I’m not even worthy enough to die. My reason for feeling like this is stupid. It’s not an actual reason. My life could be worse. I hate myself even more because I feel like this when I have no reason to… No one would miss […]
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Life was hard growing up. When I was a child I was surrounded by drugs, nasty men, abuse, rape etc.
My mom was not like the moms you see on TV, she had supported my brother and I by stripping, she also sold and was addicted to drugs. She was clinically diagnosed as being bipolar, and schizophrenic.. She always put drugs above me and my brother. most of the time my Nana would take care of me but only when she wasn’t working. My mom, the main person who was supposed to be my protector let numerous men in and out of our lives. The last […]