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Possibility of drunken cordless heap soon

by Cordless 3/31/2016

written by Cordless

Honestly, I don’t drink much at all, and I haven’t had anything in years because it’s not really my favorite thing, but lately I feel like I want to have just one night of drunken misery/celebration/reveling.

Just one.

I’m in the middle of coming to terms with certain issues, certain people, and certain unsavory truths, so dammit, I would like to drink myself stupid for one night.

When I do this, I will post on SP throughout the evening so you can all see me at my weirdest. (Because what are friends for, right?)

In the interests of good manners, I will try to keep most of it contained […]

3/31/2016 73 comments

:( pt 2

by claritee 3/18/2016

written by claritee

I don’t want to do this anymore. Life. Tears. Etc. I’m not going to harm myself, but dammit. Something needs to change. I need to change. My brain. I’m so tired of feeling like this. I just want to die. I can’t take it anymore!!!!

I’m so glad this site exists. I would have no idea how to express myself otherwise. I’m even talking with my dearest friend right now and he also so suffers from depression. I feel like telling him how I feel, but I just don’t want to burden him. I feel like asking him for help, even though I know he can’t […]

3/18/2016 7 comments

Hypocrite

by NiDDA 1/25/2016

written by NiDDA

People who talk about their will to attempt suicide and prevent others from suicide at the same time.

I’m not saying that if you feel suicidal, you should encourage everybody, but dammit, how could tell others that their lives are valuable when you can’t appreciate yours? Either stop bitching about how you want to throw your life away or stop lying about how life never should be thrown away.

1/25/2016 37 comments

Losing It All At Once

by abgctb14 11/11/2015

written by abgctb14

Hello all, this is my first post..and it just so happens that I am a horrible writer. But, here goes. I am 19 years of age. My birthday is a month away. I’m not even excited about it. The one thing that I looked forward to everyday was waking up to see the love of my life. But ever since last year, depression has had a toll on both of us…we have a beautiful 9 month old son. He is my everything. I just can’t imagine my life without his dad. Last year around Christmas, it was he who tried to commit suicide. […]

11/11/2015 2 comments

what am i doing?

by tooyoungtoocrazy 9/12/2015

written by tooyoungtoocrazy

…hi

could you please tell me what I’m doing here?

i don’t know what I’m doing here.

im in the same room as my little sister and mother.

I’m doing “homework” for my mock exams this week.

what I’m actually doing is using homework as an excuse to listen to music…

in 24 hours and 15 minutes ill be in the a mental health service place for youth…

and I’m scared.

i was recently referred but now I’m actually going I’m not too sure what to do.

what am i doing here?

and i don’t mean this site.

what i mean is get me the hell out of here please I’m a 15 year old boy […]

9/12/2015 3 comments

Okay, picture this:

by Engie 10/3/2014

written by Engie

You just got out of a mental hospital a month ago and you see someone you met inside walking down the street with someone else. You really want to say ‘hi’ to her, but then the thought occurs to you that maybe the person she’s walking with doesn’t know she was in a mental hospital. Maybe he/she is like, a work colleague or something.

What would you say if she tries to introduce you to her friend? Would you make something up like “uh, yeah, we met in… um…” (come on, think, dammit, think!) “… church” (argh dammit why did I say that? I’m an atheist)

Do you just keep […]

10/3/2014 2 comments

Look Deeper

by Broken_Soul 8/24/2014

written by Broken_Soul

Many people blame us for not letting them in.they blame us for us being alone.they say how are they suppose to know if we’re sad or happy or mad if we never open up.im tired of hearing it.to all you who dont understand.WE CANT.even if we wanted to.we wouldnt be able to.its not that easy dammit.instead of blaming us for us being alone.why cant they look deeper.if you look close enough…you’ll see so much more.pay attention and you’ll see our true feelings.look deeper and you’ll see…

8/24/2014 0 comment

The Cut That Started It All

by DarkWeasley 5/30/2014

written by DarkWeasley

To be honest with you, I don’t remember the first time I did it. I never really cut at first.. It was more like scratching. I used to get my key and scratch my arm with it. It hurt… That was all I wanted at the time. That began over a year ago.

Why did I do it, you may ask..? Well I felt so helpless, I had no control over anything in my life and I thought that it would help, but it was more than that too! I felt numb. Nothing made me feel anything, but when I scratched myself, I felt pain… And […]

5/30/2014 1 comment