Braai days are usually a family thing for us. They have been for a very long time. Actually, Fridays were always braai days at home. It’s been a while though since we’ve had a braai day.
Family and friends are all gathered up. I’m cooked up in my room as usual, making ocassional appearances to those who want to see me, then going back to my dark hole. I have an excuse. School. They are not questioning it.
Just remembered a braai day we had in December. I was depressed as fuck. I had an outburst and told my family I’m going to die. Ma was devastated. […]