I have 3 brothers, sister and mother. My dad suffers from dementia… My sister is my only sibling, whos been acting like a real one. Mother said that my birth was the biggest mistake ever in her life and she’d be so happy if I had offed myself. She blames my narcotic painkiller addiction which I developed after I was hit by a speeding car and by a miracle survived. It hurts. It really hurts, I always wanted to love my brothers and especially my mother. I’ve found my salvation in helping random people whenever I can. I guess their gratitude compensates somehow for the […]
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Forlorn lists true contempt destruct
Dripping red is it time to come clean
Wash away everything
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tJngx-X-mTU
Hold the frame still life focus
One’s intent to not be noticed
Lost in lies graceful charms
Losing touch with everyone
Management terms and conditions
Waiting for own in addition
Contract is raised
The world’s greatest mortuary
Self destructive mechanism
Introvert overturn assasination
Make from steel the ugly weapon
Killer’s instinct from man to trigger
Peaceful time direct potential
Living through one’s own dementia
Come on hold arms
Dissect division caress duress
Invite delusion back moving through the keyhole
Trust in keeping a value judgement
Overthrown like a […]
So number two, my grandad.
I’ve already mentioned him briefly but I shall give you a bit more detail.
He was always ill, but it never seemed to phase him. I think in total he suffered 2 strokes, 1 “mini” stroke, a heart attack, several ongoing illnesses and probably some other things. For about the last five years he has been in about out of hospital and nursing homes for people recovering but he never really did recover. As well as being ill we think he had dementia, he often forgot where he was, who we were and even our names. That hurt, a lot. But anyway […]
I think my dad might have dementia. Fuck my life.
For 3 years now I have really liked this guy. (gonna call him Bob) I got his number at a party and started texting him. We wrote notes to eachother, went to movies, and the last few months he would come over so we could hang out. He considers us to be best friends, and tells me how crazy he is over this girl he works with. I want him to be happy, even if that means im not in the picture. But listening to him talk about other girls kills me and im too scared to tell him… Â I broke up with my first […]