Let’s be real, I’m not going anywhere. This is the end of the goddamn line for me. I’m not talking about death. I’m not about to half-ass attempt to kill myself again, even though the thought is always appealing. No, I’ve just reached the peak of my fucking life. This is as far as I’m going to get.
Just gonna make like the captain of the Titanic and go down with this fucking ship. The ship being my life in this case. I’ll just sink until I miraculously pull a lifeboat out of my ass and float away from this fuck-all ocean of self-pity and misery […]