Let’s be real, I’m not going anywhere. This is the end of the goddamn line for me. I’m not talking about death. I’m not about to half-ass attempt to kill myself again, even though the thought is always appealing. No, I’ve just reached the peak of my fucking life. This is as far as I’m going to get.
Just gonna make like the captain of the Titanic and go down with this fucking ship. The ship being my life in this case. I’ll just sink until I miraculously pull a lifeboat out of my ass and float away from this fuck-all ocean of self-pity and misery or until I drown. I’m personally betting on the latter, but who knows.
If anyone wants to lend me a floatation device, that would be fucking grand.
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I would prefer if the floatation device was big enough for me and Jack, thanks
Not sure if this was your point or not but I think comparing life to a sinking ship is an interesting. I can relate/understand the idea of just riding out the tragedy as our ship goes down for our individual reason. To just say “FUCK IT” and crack open a beer then watch the waves as the water consumes the ship and eventually us….. thanks for the thought. I hope you enjoy the view of the waves.
I relate to the captain of the Titanic so fucking much. Like he knew that his ship was sinking but he didn’t even try to save himself because he knew it was all his fault.
He didn’t try to save the ship or rumble about in confusion beacuse he knew what happens will happen.
There are caertain thing in life beyond our control.
You could actually stretch this metaphor much further.
Do you wanna be the man stumbling here there in confusion to find a haven,or the one helping the others escape alive perhaps, but you fancy the captain who knew what was coming and greeted it with a smile for the knew he couldn’t control his fate.
Develop a philosophy that helps you live life or end it, everyone’s doing it.