We have all seen the “goodbye” posts here.  Mine is gonna be a bit different.
Yesterday, my therapist basically told me that she can no longer see me until I become more stabile.  She thinks I need “in-patient care”.  I really do not want that.  My wife (who has recently become aware of my issues) has been amazingly supportive.  She says she still thinks meds and a pychiologist that comes highly recommended (without being locked up in the nut house) is how we should proceed.
Ya, it does scare the crap out of me.  But, I have done a number of legit suicide attempts.  And just […]