I’ve been sick this week, with the worst sore throat I’ve ever had. I’ve been using it as an excuse not to talk to people, which makes them less likely to talk to me. I haven’t said more than is absolutely required of me (mostly ‘yes’ ‘no’ and ‘I’m fine’) since Monday. And it feels fucking good. No one questions me. It’s easy. Just don’t speak, and no one will want you to.
It’s the same with eating, I’ve decided. All week I’ve barely eaten a thing (my anorexia is doing cartwheels) and I’m not hungry at all. Don’t start, and there’s no need to continue.
I think I’ll […]