I don’t know. There’s nothing left to say.
I’m just tired. Just want to leave.
I just don’t belong here.
I’ve never really liked games and life is just a game but the only thing that makes this game different is that we all know how it ends. Everyone loses. Everyone dies.
Need to vent. Try and puke this stuff up on the page (sorry).
I have Bipolar 1, and I have it bad. It’s ruined my life. While manic I did so many crazy and awful things.
When criminals are tried, if a doctor says they were ‘of unsound mind’ that can be a defence.
I have no such defence. Nobody ain’t defending me, and I can’t defend myself.
I brought a child into the world under these regrettable circumstances.
He now, understandably, hates me.
I distract myself continually. I can’t let myself dwell on the past, present or future.
Long time since I posted here. I came back.
Putting my hopes in somehow […]
I’m even starting to feel like, I don’t belong even on this site.
Like people are judging me, thinking I’m pathetic or not worth the time.
Even on a site where, suicide is the topic, and people are sharing their troubles, I feel like I’m not worthy of doing the same.
Guess it doesn’t matter if I eventually get the ending to my pain that I really want.
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