i don’t want to kill myself. i don’t know if that means i’m not welcome here, but i’m tired of my life, so does that count? and the biggest thing is my life is fine. at least i haven’t been abused. i have no reason to believe people don’t like me. (yet i still think my friends secretly don’t want me around…) i’m just gonna list all the things i can’t stand, and, really don’t want to.
-ever since September, i’ve suddenly felt like the energy of my life has changed. nothing really happened, except that my older friends went to high school. but it hurts. […]