I just remembered I live near an excellent bridge. It’s officially 955 feet high, but it has a nifty sign telling you when you’re directly over the river with a figure of 1,053 feet printed. You think that’s high enough? Haha. The downside is your flight time; plenty of room to regret your choice.
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Downside
If you have read my first post you will understand that my life is honestly shit. If you didn’t to sum it up. My dad beat me my whole life, I told him I wanted to kill myself and he told me to do it. He took me to the hospital when I over dosed but dropped me off left, and told me I deserved it. A bunch of stuff has happened since. I have been in 3 mental hospital for attempted suicide. At one point I wasn’t eating or doing much of anything at all. I would go to school come home, and sleep […]
It’s these days, where I lay in bed and think about my life and how it has turned into a nightmare over the passed years. All time long everything seemed fine and I had my own perfect little world. In the beginning this world was build up by my best friend whom I met in the elementary school nearly 13 years ago for the first time. Since then we were the greatest friends. We both didn’t have many other friends, it was just the both of us, just like Tom and Huckelbarry. Well every perfect story has it’s downside. The one of this is, […]
I very interested in life. I want achieve something in this life. I feel life without that is waste. In the downside, when I have cold (flue) I feel terribly bad, depressed I feel like fool to achieve anything. Since I never wanted that state I feel suicidal tendency.
Well ive finally been able to choose and i decided on suicide by hypothermia. Im not sure why but something about it seems very appropriate for me. Ill go out into the woods where no one can find me, lay down in the snow and wait. Ill probly bring my ipod. Music is the really the only thing thats kept me going. I dont want to die in silence.
The downside of course is im going to have to wait five/six more months. Im hoping they’ll be pleasant though, knowing each day is actually getting me closer to my last.