I don’t have it in me to go on living. The pain I have inside is far too great for my fragile mind to handle. I am hurting so bad. I have prayed every single night that I will feel better, that I can wake up and be okay but it’s only getting worse. I have severely intrusive thoughts about ending my life daily. I had a dream that I ended my life and I finally felt a sense of relief after I was dead in the dream. I was okay and I could finally breathe again.
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Dream Life
i can never seem to please people,noone really cares,i piss people off for just being alive,but deep inside, theres two sides of me,a little part of me that wants people to be happy and do something to help them out, but when it aint good enough or they dont care,the other part of me wants to piss them off,the fact that they would never last a day in my shoes, past and present, makes me stronger, makes me smarter because i knew and know how to survive.if i was them, i would be dead from being murdered or something els,if being alive didnt piss people […]