Well today my girlfriend left me. I have issues with crippling depression quite often, and even though I have been medicated several times, nothing works. I have been thinking about this for a long time now and I’m not sure if I should do it or not. When I think about suicide I am contempt, I just have accepted it as how I want to go. I think of it as something that is just going to happen to me, as an inevitability. Anyway My girlfriend doesn’t love me anymore, even though I have done everything in the world for her, and with her. I […]
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Hello everyone,
Just found this site and it’s brilliant. No one to talk to but here. I’ve always been pretty emotionally dead in side, not setting out to hurt people or anything just never really felt anything. Met this girl in my late teens and that all changed, I was madly in love and genuinely cared for another human being. Four years and a child who I adore. However then she starts going out drinking with new friends, I didn’t care until I kept catching her lying. One night she goes back with someone else and I kick through the door and the police remove me! She […]