Everyday Existence

I have never in my life interacted with another human who understands how painful my everyday existence is.  No one understands.  I’m terrified to even post on this, for fear of being exposed.  Superficial empathy can be found anywhere.  It can be found especially easy upon the lips of the proud.  I have seen too many people “reach out” as a last hope, only to be ostracized and ridiculed.  People are harsh.  This leaves only the option of attempting to survive the evening, yet agin, and hope that the deep sorrow becomes numbing sooner than later.

Certainly, I would think, that there is someone out there […]