Evil Twin Brother

I used to care about the knowing but there comes a point where you realize that is a hill and you will never see the top.

I used to care about the understanding but that is just the knowings evil twin brother.

I used to care about the love but love showed me its other side called betraying.

I tried to end it all but in even that I only found failure and pain.

I reached out for help and was told to ‘fake it till you make it’  but the making never came…

I tried all the pills and the talk and was only fuzzy and gray.

I learned finally […]