I used to care about the knowing but there comes a point where you realize that is a hill and you will never see the top.
I used to care about the understanding but that is just the knowings evil twin brother.
I used to care about the love but love showed me its other side called betraying.
I tried to end it all but in even that I only found failure and pain.
I reached out for help and was told to ‘fake it till you make it’ Â but the making never came…
I tried all the pills and the talk and was only fuzzy and gray.
I learned finally that inertia is really what makes the world go around.
I learned that all anyone really wants from you is they’re own needs fulfilled…
I am a zombie in a world of the distracted.