I’ve had depression since I was around 10 years old. My father used to bash me for every little thing, whilst my mother would just sit, watch and laugh. It’s been some years now, my parents did however get better, BUT that’s only after I finally grew the courage to tell the police, anyways just two days ago, I celebrated my 19th birthday, I thought about killing myself at the end of the night, but couldn’t mostly because 3 of my friends were with me till morning. Anyways, I try to move on, every day, but the memories always haunt me, and it’s not only […]
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Okay So when I get home from school I am going to drive up to my ex boyfriends moms office to talk to her. I just wanna say hi and see how she’s doing and just talk about stuff in general… Is this a really bad or really dumb idea?
I just ended a year and a half long relationship a couple months ago, and i have met someone new. hes really sweet, has some depression problems like i do.. i like. It’s more of that butterfly feeling in my stomache? we ended up fooling around a little more than i had honestly planned, which made me curious.. does this mean something serious? in a way yes i want it to lead to a relationship, but thats because i am a monogamis type of person. but i mostly just want this to be an open thing, nothing official, but that were “talking” i guess? he […]
I have a million things that I want to type but I dont know where to start.. I honestly feel empty again. I suffered a few years ago with suicide, but I was somehow able to come out of it.. A year or so later I became very depressed again and started to be suicidal and starting cutting. I hate saying that.. I cut. Not because it’s bad or wrong, I just don’t like the sound of it. Anyway, somehow i was able to tell my mom and i was able to get the help i needed. i was put on medication and seeing a […]
I’ve hit it. I’m a 19 year old gay male and i’ve been crying my eyes out for so many nights now. I want to just end it all..I am so miserable and lonely. I’ve brought most of this on myself I guess…i think I have herpes and it fucking disgusts me. I hate these fucking sores on my lips…why did I have to do this to myself? I feel like such a disgusting whore. I miss my exboyfriend and I wish i could have done more for him..instead I fucked up. I fuck everything up. I don’t know why I was brought intothis world…both […]