I get the weirdest sensation in my brain if I don’t take my pills for about 2 days (like now). It feels like there’s like a mini Explosion in my brain or some kind of bubble rolling around up there, it’s quite surreal.
Does anyone know what this could be?
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Explosion
First, you have to understand this. I am normally a very quiet, kind-hearted, caring kind of person who never, ever, yells at someone or is intentionally mean to another. But today, today I exploded.
So in school I am in this advanced program at school called the International Baccalaureate, or IB, program. The IB program at my school enables me the chance to go to a world school for my grade twelve year and another year. Basically these classes teach me more than the regular curriculum in order to provide a challenge for myself. I work very hard at my school work so I am actually […]
I would like a few moments of your time to further attempt to explain my views and concepts. While the views and concepts are my own, many are heavily based on others teachings and practices. There are however, some points that make them very unique.  I believe in the big bang. I believe that everything came into existence with a monumental explosion. I believe that we are nothing more than remnants of that explosion. Alan Watts put it best by comparing the concept to throwing a bottle of black ink at a white canvas on the wall in “The Nature Of Consciousness” The […]
I went crazy yesterday.
 Mom brought home the one who irrates me so. We had an agreement that I would get advanced warning we she was bringing him home. Yesterday she had left a message on my phone. I had be working in the barn and hadn’t had my phone with me. There’s a longer story but I ended getting upset and lost my ability to talk and think straight. I tried to contain myself/felt an explosion inside. Ended up mucking up two of my belongings(silently with no audience-it was the best I could do).
Today, he’s back again. Today there was not even a call before. […]