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by reba2013 9/10/2013

written by reba2013

Been a while since I vented to my fellow suicidies. Thankfully, I haven’t been feeling so suicidal lately– but I still feel mentally unstable. I guess most of the reason for my mental stability has been my comfort in solitude and repetition. As much as the repetitive drag of everyday seems to weigh me down, I’ve felt quite anchored in it.

A few days ago I received the ominous “hey” text from an ex boyfriend. My repetitive reality has been temporarily shattered. It’s been almost a year since I last spoke to this ex boyfriend. I’ve been through a couple stages: When is he going to […]

9/10/2013 4 comments

Sweet, sweet slumber.

by xen 2/20/2013

written by xen

I look in the mirror, I say, loser, freak, fa&&ot, piece of $hÂ¿t. Â I say, you SUCK! Â YOU’RE NOTHING!

Every time. every…. time….

Sometimes I can say things that are nicer, kind of over top, or after. Â But I can’t not hear the hurtful words.

People said these things all through junior high and high school. Â One was even a Policeman’s son. Â Nobody did anythingÂ Not even when I was hospitalized twice for trying to kill myself.Â I’d just say I was fine, and nobody batted an eyelash to it.

It gets worse from there…. long story short, I’m in my thirties now, Â I still hear their words…but it’s […]

2/20/2013 0 comment