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Sunny

by FriendOfAFriend 2/11/2013

written by FriendOfAFriend

Sunny yesterday my life was filled with rain.

I have given up to the point of no return, I can’t get out of bed, I don’t go to school, I don’t do anything but sit on my lazy ass all day. My dad has decided to not pay for post secondary, he however will pay me back for every semester I pass , that seems fair to me, it makes for a better excuse as to why I don’t want to go, it’ll be because I’m “saving up “. Im so content with mediocrity Â it’s pathetic I don’t want to strive for anything better i just […]

2/11/2013 0 comment

clean.

by Annie 8/9/2012

written by Annie

Everything is easier if you just stop caring, right? It’s easier if you just are alone as often as possible, right?
Then why do I still care? Why do I still check on a daily basis, to make sure my friend didn’t just go. It’s been about 5 days since he last posted. Ususally I wouldn’t be this worried, but his friend just took her own life and I can’t text him to make sure.And Â I don’t know why I am suddenly thinking of all of this now. I am a wreck.

I’ve been thinking about it lately. Too much. How easy it would be to […]

8/9/2012 2 comments

Maybe I just think everyone hates me because I want someone to hate me as much as I hate myself

by FriendOfAFriend 5/20/2012

written by FriendOfAFriend

I’m alone. I’m under the impression that everyone hates me and so I isolate myself as to avoid annoying them. I don’t know how many people actually hate me but to me it feels like everyone. Yesterday I was home alone for the entire day. I mustve been numb because there where tears running down my face all day. The thought of making those two final red marks down my arms made me feel so happy. My skin began to itch with want and need. I imagined dragging a knife down my arms, somewhere where they wouldn’t find me. Alone. I just want to go. […]

5/20/2012 3 comments

I don’t find this stuff amusing anymore

by FriendOfAFriend 2/14/2012

written by FriendOfAFriend

Hello Again,
I haven’t been here in a while, or maybe I have. I’m having issues telling how much time has passed. But same as always, I still want to kill myself (no shit sherlock). Something new though is my ability to be incredibly happy one minute and holy shit kill me now the next. Something old is cutting but it’s much worse then when I started last year. I’ve stopped cutting but once again I could not tell you for how long because I apparently can not tell you if it’s been a day or a week that has gone by. I think it’s […]

2/14/2012 1 comment