it’s been a while.. and the thought of doing suicide came again last night.
Life”s been up and down. i’m afraid of being happy, coz in the blink of my eyes things just got worse.
It’s messy now, i’m screwed. Expectations gone wilder.
Been on edge, i’ll let myself fall, just a lil push, i won’t fight.
If only there’s an easy way to go from this fucked up situation.
I’ve been really thinking about everything that’s happened to be and what might happen to me lately I kinda just want to get everything that’s happened to me out there. I’ve never actually told anyone my whole life story before. I don’t expect this to get me any comments or any views for that matter, I just want to get if off my chest. It kinda explains why I am who I am. Well, I guess I’ll start from the beginning:
When I was 2 months old my mom found out my dad was on some serious drugs. He actually dealt drugs. Every kind you could think of, he had. As soon as […]
Today I just feel so sad and alone. Yesterday I found out I won’t get the job of my dream because of a bad performance review by a manger that never liked me. Even though every one else in the office that worked with me back that was willing to write a review my new place won’t take it. I hated that manager then and I hate her even more now since I will never be able to put that job on any application I fill out.
I’ve already been unemployed for a while and am behind in rent and came home to find a disconnection notice from […]
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