Im commiting suicide or attempting again.. when i was 14 i tryed with pills.. but got my stomatch pumped b4 i could die.. damn.. i tryed again last year but dont really have the balls to hang.. but im almost completed all my business that i had to b4 i can attempt again… im thinking october.. middle month.. damn.. if only my gun wasnt stolen then i would have died last year.. anyway im not scared of death.. i accually look forward to it.. but this i am sure of is my last year.. people in this fucking work are psycho!!
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Fucking Work
On the plus side, I did finally purchase the second shotgun needed for the exit. On the bad side, I seem to have talked myself into going back and “trying one more time.”
It is incredibly stressful to wake up and realize that today’s the day you promised yourself you would kill yourself. By the middle of the day, you’ve talked yourself out of it…again…and convinced yourself that there’s too many people who love you to go out now without trying one more time.
I’d like to think that knowing that there are two loaded shotguns waiting at home with its name on them would convince my […]