Why cant things be like they were when I wasn’t depressed. When j could have worry free fun with friends. When I could be care free. When both me and my friends were happy? On the bus today I was asked who I like better, my abusive ex-stepfather or my verbally abusive psychotic mother. I picked my stepfather in an instant. That answer didn’t even shock me. I’m not sure why. It should. Either way life is hell and its not getting better. But does anyone care to help me? No.
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Fun With Friends
so tired…. living a dull and boring life…
not only that, even after having fun with friends and doing other fun stuffs, the excitement won’t last, only an hour after, keep reverting to my suicidal state
anyone here knows how to hibernate? I want to hibernate and wake up when amazing events started, like war or zombie apocalypse
or anyone knows how to create secondary personality? I want to delegate my boring life to him, and take over when amazing events started, like war or zombie apocalypse