So, I’ve sort of started taking steps to appear more like the physical sex that I currently am not…. I kind of shaved most of my body a bit ago, and I shaved a bit again today…. It bothers me though that I can’t get all the little rooty bits of facial hair out threw shaving though, maybe I will have to go with waxing, but that’s expensive I guess I’ll try plucking first…… meh I don’t know why, but I kind of really just wish I could be female right now, It’s so confusing. As I also don’t want to be female either, yet […]
Gender Identity
Hello. I have been suicidal since my teens and I am now 23.
2 months ago I became homeless (I have been staying at a shelter for  young adults and it is also where I met my 18 year old boyfriend).  1 month ago I got pink eye and started treating it about 2 weeks ago trying 2 different medications, I am going to get it checked again today;…it is *really* bothering me and I cannot get rid of it. I also have eczema and Body Dysmorphic Disorder (which is why I really want to end it).  I also want to be genderless and not have […]
Hi. Vlad here. Sometimes I go by Rory. I’m part of a multiple system. Depression. Anxiety. Aspie. No gender identity, tend to present as femme for ease of moving in society. I’m giving you these labels so you have an easy image of me, not to make me seem special. I’m counting down roughly 30 days (maybe a little more) until I graduate, celebrate with my family, and die. So, yeah. That’s me. Nice to meet you all.