I guess I’m gonna use this thing as a diary to vent about my emotions through out the day.
So here we go.
I suppose I should introduce myself. I’m Ash. 17. Genderfluid. Pansexual.
There.
Today was.. Meh. At best, okay.
My sister came home today. She was in alot of pain. I don’t like seeing her cry.
Dysphoria was a b**ch today.
I relapsed with my cutting. 13 new marks. It helped with feeling numb and empty.
Sorry this was a lame first entry.
I suck at writing.
Yours Truly,
Ash.
So.
Uh.
Let’s start. I’m Christian. Presbyterian, in fact. I’ve been this way for a while now. Uhm…well…you see…I believe I’m Pangendered. A.K.A, genderqueer. yeah. I don’t believe that I belong to any gender, and am comfortably happy with who I am. Mentally. Physically, I am either gender depending on my mood. I am also Pansexual. I can love anyone regardless of gender (gay, lesbian, bisexual, transgendered, asexual, etc.). Herein lies the problem…I’m “supposed to be happy with the body God gave me. Yes. God gave me the body. It’s my choice on what I do with it. I’m not saying I want some big surgery or […]
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