So i decided to share my suicide story with you. Â I am 26 year old male from Europe. I had on-off strong suicide thoughts since my early teenage years. I hate myself a lot. i don’t think i should live on.
The reason for that is that i always end up in some really bad, shitty situations. Mostly due myself and my own stupidity, Â laziness or my weak character. I mostly live from one emotional disaster to an other, some shit always happens to me, and i freak out and can’t take it easy. And i effect people around me, a lot of people got […]
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Good Mother
My name is Rodney ,
When I was born my father didn’t except having a son and left my mum all alone my omother tried to abort me but then an 11 year old boy at church told her not to. I really dnt belive in Miracles.
As I got to the age of 2 my mum would just leave me alone home in darkness going out with different men. My childhood was awful I saw some things that have scard my life By the time I was 5 years old I could not speak so I had to do surgery it only made my life worse […]
I have so many reasons to live my children who love me and the grandchildren they have and are giving me, a place to live and a job so why do i suffer from suicidal thoughts all the time .. I may have 7 children but does that mean i have been a good mother? and would they really miss me when i am gone? my kids are from 3 different fathers so what does that say about me as a person? why do i find it so hard to find someone i want to be with and be truly happy with? why does the […]
i am 22. i am a new mother. i live to try and make the love of my life happy.
not too long ago, i chose to have a child with this man not only because i love him, but i knew he could be the wonderful husband, father and companion i have always dreamed of. we had a son almost a year ago, and they are my entire world.
i have always understood that we were completely different people but knew we could make a great life for our son and ourselves. after the baby arrived, the ex girlfriend came back into the picture. little did […]