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Hanging Attempt

First time not so lucky.

by quitter 6/8/2014

written by quitter

16 and absolutely hating life. Being in the big wide world having not grasped the aim of it yet……I’ve decided I’m just not made to be here. So, after months and months of contemplating, today I made the decision to try and hang myself . I’ve always thought about killing myself, but never carried out an attempt until today, due to being scared. Scared that if it failed I have to live with the shame from my family. Scared of their reaction.

I used a belt, tied it around my neck as tight as I could, and tied it over a metal bar in the door […]

6/8/2014 1 comment

Another day of mindless pain

by Everlasting 4/29/2012

written by Everlasting

So another day has come and past, another pointless, meaningless empty feeling remains and all that is left is the cold embrace of an empty bed.

5 Suicide attempts, 2 last minute resuscitations in hospital, endless weeks in a psychiatric unit and each and every time come out feeling the same way and return to the same emptiness and nothingness that is my life. Medications make me feel numb, neither happy nor sad, just more of that feeling of nothingness, again. It is so ironic that ALL antidepressants just make you docile, slow, bored and unable to feel anything of meaning. I have decided that with […]

4/29/2012 3 comments