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Happy World

by AemsTheHero 2/14/2013

written by AemsTheHero

I want to feel happy again,

I’m sick and tired of this world.

There’s nothing to feel but pain and hatred.

I may have not done much,

but the actions I’ve made are enough.

The bile of hatred rises from the heart,

to break me.

To break me from my small air of hope.

I can never take a breath of relaxation,

I can barely rest without panic.

I want to see myself fall off my balcony,

I picture my blood seeping through my flesh.

I want to have my guts torn from my insides out,

I don’t want to feel this, it only makes me feel alive.

I don’t want to smile, for you.

I want to smile for […]

2/14/2013 0 comment

Gone, But new.

by theblackpool13 1/2/2013

written by theblackpool13

I’m alone. Sad, tired of trying, of living. Tired of waking Â up to a bright happy world, and seeing nothingÂ exceptÂ grey, and things only I can see, hearing sounds of joy, but only hearing the voices of myÂ despair. Franks gone now. Replaced, forgotten. Austins here. He’s just as bad. Eyes areÂ staring, watching with a pointedÂ loadedÂ gun, Â or a knife waiting for the right time. I am forgotten, none cares for the sake of me, waiting for the right time. 17. The magic number. 15, countdown. They say if I die, I’ll be back in my world, back in Hallaqu, with Austin, and Goob, Frank, and 200. My […]

1/2/2013 0 comment