Oh how I love manic episodes. You feel as though your soul is going to crawl through your pores. Everything you see is in HD, and if you drop something it’s as if you’ve dropped an atomic bomb on your toes. Yay bipolar
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Why does this shit always happen to me. I try to be happy everyday but i guess im just really good at making a facade to every day of my pathetic little life. Who am i? my apparent friends always back stab me in the end i only have one friend who is my brother (not real brother) ive known him since we were 4 and i trust him with my life but others i meet sure ill be nice to them and shit like that but i try not to trust them or else id be breaking rule 1. Trust no one Suspect everyone […]
I hd sm1, who tuk care of me. Fr that little time, I ws happy.
But she’s gone, leaving me all alone.
Nd all I am right nw, is scared.
Scared to hell. I miss her. I love her, more than anything in the world, cz only she evr cared to undrstand me. And she knws, she knws hw much i love her, crave fr her touch. Bt its nt gonna happen. M scared, all i want is for her to hold me, cz i m all too broken without her.
I dnt hv ny frnds in real sense to evn talk to about my […]
hi.sorry for my bad english beacause it’s not my first language.
i’m from turkey .i’m 21 years old male and i am(was?) university student .i have AD/HD(focus problem) and serve social anxiety. ihave gone to doctors here they gave me some drugs like fluxetin and propranol and some others but all of them were useless.also my doctor told me nealy all of my problems are from fear from soicety.
i came to this site about 3 month age searching about suicide and now i’m some kind of addicted to it. i check it every day and i don’t know why!!
all of my life i […]