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Honest Truth

First time here…

by waitingforyouu 7/13/2012

written by waitingforyouu

hello, Â I’ve been sad for quite some time, I’ve attempted to commit so many times, so many different ways. Here’s alittle bit of my background, I was inlove, I had friends, I had a good job. Everything is gone, I’m not happy anymore, life has manage to take everything away from me. Did I cause this? was it my fault that everyone is gone? For the past week I have been researching on different ways to commit, I came across this website and here I am, making my first post.

I think I felt inlove with my eyes close. I knew it was true love, I […]

7/13/2012 19 comments

What it comes down too

by joshjames 6/4/2012

written by joshjames

I typed out a million different ways to start off the breaking in of my first post here, the only thing I could think of was “hey so I tried to kill myself this one time” that’s what it came down to.

Kind of sad to think I made all the effort to sign up to this and yet that’s all I can think to say. So let me tell you my story.

It may not be as eccentric or shocking a most people’s here but I’m not looking for a condition. I’m just going to give the honest truth.

I work hard for everything I’m not […]

6/4/2012 7 comments

It just takes time.

by [SyKo]Nuclearanthrax 3/13/2012

written by [SyKo]Nuclearanthrax

Life was always such a *****, i was dirt. Every second of every day, i always ended up hurt.

I wanted to commit suicideÂ more then ever, i swore my life would never get any better.

ThingsÂ didn’t change, lifeÂ just felt so strange.

I just dug a hole in my heart, let it rot and getÂ infested withÂ pure dark.

I wasÂ in hell, just rottingÂ away. Then one certain day,Â [life re-arranged]Â .

IÂ got better, i smiled more. I opened thousands of new doors.

I got me a girl, fell in love. Then just like that, we were done.

I haven’t stopped smiling, even though my whole life, i was always crying.

Things got better for me, just as it […]

3/13/2012 4 comments