Yup that’s how I feel right now. Screw it, screw all of it. Everything. I don’t even care anymore. I want out.
Every time I’m happy, or get motivated, or get some determination in me…it quickly goes away, like *poof*. So screw it, I’m done.
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I can’t take it
Tonight I can’t help it.
I’ve been trying to avoid all these thoughts that keep running through my head. But I can’t stop them. They keep intruding.
I’m scared of myself. I’m afraid if I’m left alone I’ll let these thoughts take over. That I won’t be able to hold back anymore. That I’ll finally go through with ending my life. I can’t take it anymore.
I don’t want to be left alone by myself. I’ll be lost if I am. Save me. Someone please just save me from myself. Otherwise I’ll truly disappear.
The sad times are when you look around you and everyone has a place.
Everyone, except you.
Even the people you consider friends would rather be alone than be with you.
The sad times are when you look around you and everyone is welcome.
Everyone, except you.
Even the people that invite you in their circle don’t want you to talk to them.
The worst times are when you look around you and you’re all alone.
No one, but you.
Even the people you once thought cared, didn’t give a shit about you.
You sit on the bathroom floor, tears pouring from your eyes.
Blades carve your […]