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I’m Doing Fine All in All

by conbonjovi 2/6/2013

written by conbonjovi

For years I’ve been miserable. At night in high school I would lock my door at night before I went to bed. I would stay up until 3 or 4, or sometimes not go to bed at all. I’d cry and listen to music like a lot of insecure guys would like me. just made me feel worse and worse. Somewhere around 2, i’d finish my homework. And then get up at 630. High school=tiring.

College was better, but not much better. I started taking adderall since I took some and felt okay with myself for the first time of my life. Something like loving myself. […]

2/6/2013 2 comments

one reason why.

by b1urr 1/13/2013

written by b1urr

(might be triggering)

i’d say it began in 6th grade; they made me weak by pointing out my flaws. i had thought,Â why would anybody want me if i look like this? i began giving away my food because i didn’t want to be fat, i never smiled because i didn’t like my teeth, i didn’t talk much because i didn’t like what i often said. they persuaded me to hate myself.

so when he would pay attention to me, in 7th grade, i felt happy. too happy. he was the first to see my scars. he told me he cared. but he only wanted one thing..

it wasn’t […]

1/13/2013 1 comment

Where are you love?

by Whereareyou143 4/23/2009

written by Whereareyou143

Ever since my mom died when i was 14 i’ve been depressed. I was a momma’s girl, i slept in theÂ bed with her till i was 12. Alot of things happened to me as a child.Â My father left when i was 3 and I was molested by a friend of the family when i wasÂ 8. IÂ remember beingÂ really shyÂ as a child and scared of everyone and everything.Â I was constantly teased by my older sisters for beingÂ so cringy and i’d cry.Â Then one friday morning, after fighting a long battle of breast cancer, my mother died in her bedroom. When she died nooneÂ even acknowledged my presence. […]

4/23/2009 3 comments