OH, MY DEAREST ******,
i hate you beyond comprehension. i miss you so much. why do i miss you??? why why why why why, ******?? do you know why??
ever since the abuse i have felt that there is something intrinsically wrong with me.
****** your hands are so cold!!!! pl e ase let go i can’t breathe
****** DID YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU DESPITE IT ALL
DESPITE THE THINGS YOU FORCED ME TO DO???
DID YOU KNOW THAT, ******????
I’M SO SORRY IMSORRYIMSORRYIMSORRY IMSORRY, ******
DESPITE IT ALL I LO VE YOU SO MUC H