I don’t know what happened to me. I don’t know why all I can feel is cold and anger and sadness towards everyone, even those that I actually care about. Problem is, I don’t think the even care for me anymore.
I don’t think I have anyone who cares for me anymore. If everyone were to pick someone they’d hang out with, I’m no one’s first choice. I don’t even know if I’m still in the choices.
Funny, though. People think I have so many other friends to hang out with, when it truth, I’m alone. I’m always alone. Not that I’m here to beg […]
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i want to give up
My presence is easily dismissable. I am just a stranger. I am just a shadow. So a shadow’s death won’t be anything big.
But then this shadow’s family and lover would be in pain. With this thought, I can’t thrust this fucking knife on my throat.