Today I don’t feel like myself. Well, to be fair, I can’t really remember what’s it like to feel like myself. But it’s different this time… I guess I’m kind of realizing how bad I actually am since I cant manage to even leave my room without wanting to cry. Before, I thought it was because of school, but summer vacations proved me wrong. I have to find a way to get better on my own, just because of the fact that I’m terrified of speaking about this with anyone, specially my mom. Life is risk.
-V