Intravenously

I survived suicide 3 times.  I made my first attempt when I was 18.  It seemed like a logical choice at the time.  I felt like there was no possibility of recovering from the all consuming pressures and stresses of life. I tried to hang myself with an electrical chord.  The chord broke, and I woke up minutes later seizing on the ground and vomiting.  I cleaned up and with my bruised neck I knew there was no way of hiding so I let my family know.  I was sent to a facility for a bit where they forced me to eat and take drugs. […]