Invisible Enemy

I feel like a slave against an invisible enemy, I feel so controlled and contained. Once you are beaten down nothing has to hold you down, to keep you down. I feel so lost, there has to be an answer. If I was in a prison, or a slave I would know who my enemy is and plan and fight, but I feel like I can’t distinguish what the hell is going on. Am I free? I can’t answer that, I don’t really know. If anybody knows anything I really need to know.