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I don’t want to die.

I need companionship.

I need someone who will tell me it is alright. I need someone who will lend a shoulder to cry.

I need someone who will not judge me by my choices.

I am so tired of pretending to be strong. of pretending everything is alright and that my life is happy.

I am tired of pretending I don’t need someone.

somehow I feel like despite the fact that I have friends, I am disconnected with everything else.  so I am seeking companionship.

how many of the people I know will cry when I die? in my mind, I know, they are not a lot. […]